U PLAYED YOURSELF (LYRICS)

U PLAYED YOURSELF - SINGLE

So, I always play myself

I just can't seem to ask for help

You know, I mean, I felt

I don't take these things

Too well, well, well, well

Ain't been a bad, bad, bad year

Nothing like last, last, last year

Still, I can't catch my breath here (For real)

No, you ain't seen me in a while

No, I been out the way tryna find my smile

Still, tryna fill these lines with letters

And get myself together

And tryna be a better person

'Cause the end be lurking

When the wind blow, it hit real low

Tryna find my place to glisten

Stopped searching for attention, I get it

I ain't even looking for a mention

I'm just tryna use everything I got 'for it's missing

So, I always play myself

I just can't seem to ask for help

You know, I mean, I felt

I don't take these things

Too well, well, well, well

Ain't been a bad, bad, bad year

Nothing like last, last, last year

Still, I can't catch my breath here for real

I stopped doing devotionals a while ago

It's been really eating me up inside, I know

Mind been moving fast while I keep on riding slow

Recovery from the highs & lows

I hold myself sometimes

I can't even find the words to realize

I can't even write the words or find the nouns

I'm holding up while breaking down

It's aching, can't fake it

I know you know me well

I don't even think you know yourself

You can't even speak up for yourself

So, how you gonna act like you've been well (For real)

Know you know me well

I don't really think I know myself

I can't even speak up for myself

So, how I'm gonna get my peace to heal (For real)

So, I always play myself

I just can't seem to ask for help

You know, I mean, I felt

I don't take these things

Too well, well, well, well

Ain't been a bad, bad, bad year

Nothing like last, last, last year

Still I can't catch my breath here

So, I always play myself

I just can't seem to ask for help

You know, I mean, I felt

I don't take these things too well

MALEAH DAWN LYRICS.